Current Listening: PJ Harvey, Rid of Me


Its been awhile.
Someone give me a typewriter.




"you better find out what your place is
urban plight is in the city streets
it's infectious and it is complacent
idoless---
over expression and rationed, assimilated temptation
integrity, integrate, integregation
molested, accosted, detested
i'll wreck this coming down like the apocalypse
idoless [syndication]
i don't know but i know it
you better find out what your name is
arrested, infested, its your collective
comin' off like you wrote the ten commandments"--The Distillers, "Idoless"

You ARE the Revolution on Canvas.

&& she is the static violin.

Messed by default.

adorned in a semi-coat trench

Technicoloured && French.

psht.
I <3 these people:


chyeah.


bye all. <3<4<5

Catchy title, eh? ha.

Samantha , you f*cking rock! <3's for you and thanks for everything *check your email!!*~~~

I don't know if I'll be writing anything soon. I hope so. But if it starts sounding even remotely like anything I've written in the past I will be greatly annoyed. Monotone of dullness. I hate my repetitiveness in writing damnit.

xXxXx

Why did i take so many honors classes?
... I need time to think... time to write. I dont know why I need Chemistry in my life. Heck, I dont even know what I want to do for a living?


I want to live in NYC.
I want to smoke.
I want to write.
I want to meet someone whom I will love
....and will love me.

<<Dreams>>
xXxXx
Requim:

This song f**king rocks. (Thanks jigsaw-girl, for introducing me to it). I don't normally post song lyrics but I love this song, especially now.

Hey Pretty by Poe~~~

Well it's 3a.m. I'm out here driving again
Through the wicked winding streets of my world
I take a wrong turn break it now I'm too far gone
I've got a siren on my tale and that ain't the fine
I'm looking for

I see a stairway so I follow it down
Into the belly of a whale
Where my secrets echo all around
You know me now but to do better than that
You've got to follow me
Boy I'm trying to show you where I'm at

Hey pretty
Don't you wanna take a ride with me?
Through my world
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna kick and slide
Through my world

Well I've got a mind full of wicked designs
I've got a non-stop hole in my head--imagination
I'm in a building that has two thousand floors
and when they all fall down
I think you know it’s you they're fallin' for
I can't forget I am a sole architect
I built the shadows here
I built the growlin the voice I fear
You add it up but to do better than that
You've got to follow me
Boy I'm triing to show you where I'm at

Hey pretty
Don't you wana take a ride with me?
Through my world
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna kick and slide
Through my world
Hey pretty
My Pretty Baby
Rockin' through my world (My world)
Hey pretty (Hey pretty)
My pretty baby
Rockin' through my world (My world)
Hey now…..Can't you feel me longing?
(Do you get the gist of the song now?)
Hey now…..Can't you feel me?
Feel me now
Hey pretty...{Hey pretty}
{My pretty baby} Hey pretty baby
Don’t you wanna take a ride with me?
Don’t you wanna take a ride with me?
(my baby)
Don’t you wanna take a ride with me?
(my baby)
My pretty baby
Don’t you wanna...rocket through my world
Don’t you wanna take a ride with me?
(my baby)
Don’t you wanna….
Don’t you wanna take a ride with me?

Do you get the gist of the song now?…



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...."I wondered if all women did with other women was lie and hug."

*The Bell Jar--Sylvia Plath

Just finished reading it, what a wonderful story... I've always had a love of books that deal with going insane, losing touch with the mind--or perhaps gaining it. Girl, Interrupted was another one of my favorites.....Go Ask Alice as well.

xXx

Recently, a few lines of songs have been staying in my head...I do not know why, for they aren't that spectacular on their own.

"I feel you baby when you're so alive. I'm comin' around yeah I'm comin' around."
*Comin' Around--Juliette and The Licks

"Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is this is Jezebel in Hell."
*Angry Johnny--Poe (This part of the song reminds me of the movie Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind....I don't know why...)

"Fall around the fire, a higher me for you. For you'll come down down, to the rest of your falling down."
*Head Unbound--Melissa Auf Der Maur

xXx

I finally can play all of "Whole Lotta Love" on guitar. yay! Coffeehouse anyone?
I'm leaving Sunday, not that I want to. I will miss you Jessyca.

The Kiss goodbye adieu I do cascade forever belong with you its so real its so real how will you ever know how much I....


<33

...

it started off with an air of ambiguity
a touch of vagueness
and now she is alone

xxx

I do not know if I will take ballet over the summer or perhaps, guitar is better for me.

My birthday was last week....nothing much happened....but at least my love Jessyca (i you dear) made it worthwhile.

xxx

I believe that our minds are our souls. (does that make any sense?) Ah, philosophy club again.

I wish I could run it with Samantha.....it would be so great.....

She has the power to take any words any idea and turn them into the most transcendant spoken word/poetry one can ever imagine...even if it is ephemeral....it is truly amazing. <3

xxx

tied around her hips, a ribbon of sanctity
frayed at the womb
split in two

^ my fair attempts at writing once again.


My eYes HaVe seen YOU~
-gypsy-